looks like the date is on...
saturday football here i come...
ass kicking here i come as well...XD
its gonna be a BANG!
and the hell of it all...
i'll be staying with my cousin...
for two nights...
i'm so --- screwed...
dreaming Pixie Lott all night...
i lurve her...
good night...
i'm bored...
to death...
i'll be over that my cousins house for a few days so...
no post for the weekends...
Joe-man
CHUCK !
cancel the news part out of your brains..but i'll try to update you guys with Pixie's new songs...
Pixie rocks my socks!
turn it up...make it strong...
a good beat never hurt no one...
a line from the song Boys And Girls by that girl up there, Pixie Lott...
i call her a girl because thats exactly what she is...a girl, 18...
awesome singer...
the best i've heard in a long time...
she is my favourite soul singer...
soul, i think thats what she sings...
she's good at it...the best to me...XD
anyway...besides a fascination with her...
the holidays have been really interesting...
i just discovered that i might be shifting...
yea, shifting...as in moving from one place to another...
i'm not thinking to much about it...
but its a nice place from what i heard...
really nice...
am i excited? dont ask...
i dont know what to think...
haha...anyways, besides me shifting...
i'm already preparing for the holidays in December...
i dont know...i'm an early planner...
might be going for teen street...
MIGHT...i dont know...
if only there were a calculation to formulate the approximate number of hot girls that will be at that event...
if i needed a week to learn it...
i would...
the number of hot girls helps with the decision..
in more ways than one...
dont ask why i'm like this...
its in my blood...i think...
hmm...
anything interesting lately?
dont ask...
besides missing my friends...
nothing special...
i hope i have a football date with my cousin...
never played over there for a long time...
miss the big guns...
those guys who look at you once and asks you to go to the other team...
then the way they look at you after you beat their ass...
i miss that...
though its not everyday we get to kick their ass...
usually its our ass thats gets kicked...and it gets kicked bad...XD
did i mention about Pixie Lott's song The Fall?
if you decide to check her out...which you should
check out Boys And Girls and The Fall...
and Mama Do...
ahh, just check out her whole new album which is coming out on September 5...
if you know a good voice when you hear one...
you wouldnt be dissappointted with Pixie...
not one bit...
got to run guys...
check Pixie Lott out...
she's awesome...
i heart her...
haha...
i'm addicted to Avril Lavinge's version of The Scientist...
i dont know why...
her voice does not have as much depth and emotion as Chris Martin...
but still, its nice...
had badminton today...
dont ask me how it went...
left at 9, came back at 5...
whats that?
i dont know...
the longest and worse badminton game ever...
we waited for the courts to open for like what? 3 hours?
i was dying...
an interesting thing happened when D saw a girl that looked like his crush...
and he was like "Is that Mandy?!"
and Celine and Chin Moon were like "Everyone is Mandy to you?"
haha...
and in the bus...
Celine was like "Is that Mandy?" jokingly...
and D was like "Where?!? Where?!? Where?!? Ohmygod, Where?!?"
haha...i dont know...
D is addicted to a girl...
a special girl...who wouldnt be? haha...
after i reached home...
i grabbed the PS2 remote and played away...
my cousin and uncle came to my house...WTH?
they were suppose to come on Thursday...
aiyo...some people...
had football after that...
and then dinner at my grandparents house...
with my big and stupid mouth cousin...
"high sugar blood pressure"
can anyone get more stupid?
haha...
anyways...
im tired...
i want to rest...
but i've not been sleeping well...
dont ask why...i dont know...
no plans for me tomorrow...
just some homework...
and i'm looking forward to it?
yea...to be honest, i am...
too much fun lately...
just need to sit back and rest...
my way...
any thoughts for the holidays...
nothing much...
holidays are a time when my brain does not function very well...
...again, dont ask why...
lolx...im dozing off in front of the com...
i need to sleep...
or try to sleep...
or try to try to sleep...
whatever...
night...
cheeers?
yea, cheers...
i'm addicted to Avril Lavinge's version of The Scientist...
i dont know why...
her voice does not have as much depth and emotion as Chris Martin...
but still, its nice...
had badminton today...
dont ask me how it went...
left at 9, came back at 5...
whats that?
i dont know...
the longest and worse badminton game ever...
we waited for the courts to open for like what? 3 hours?
i was dying...
an interesting thing happened when D saw a girl that looked like his crush...
and he was like "Is that Mandy?!"
and Celine and Chin Moon were like "Everyone is Mandy to you?"
haha...
and in the bus...
Celine was like "Is that Mandy?" jokingly...
and D was like "Where?!? Where?!? Where?!? Ohmygod, Where?!?"
haha...i dont know...
D is addicted to a girl...
a special girl...who wouldnt be? haha...
after i reached home...
i grabbed the PS2 remote and played away...
my cousin and uncle came to my house...WTH?
they were suppose to come on Thursday...
aiyo...some people...
had football after that...
and then dinner at my grandparents house...
with my big and stupid mouth cousin...
"high sugar blood pressure"
can anyone get more stupid?
haha...
anyways...
im tired...
i want to rest...
but i've not been sleeping well...
dont ask why...i dont know...
no plans for me tomorrow...
just some homework...
and i'm looking forward to it?
yea...to be honest, i am...
too much fun lately...
just need to sit back and rest...
my way...
any thoughts for the holidays...
nothing much...
holidays are a time when my brain does not function very well...
...again, dont ask why...
lolx...im dozing off in front of the com...
i need to sleep...
or try to sleep...
or try to try to sleep...
whatever...
night...
cheeers?
yea, cheers...
Yellow - Coldplay
The Scientist - Coldplay*
*check out the Avril Lavinge version of The Scientist...i like it
nice day today...
had breakfast and lunch with a few school friends...
D and Celine...
great bunch...
after breakfast we G.I. JOE-D in Celine's house...
and a movie called The Ghost Of Girlfriends Past...
a movie by that woman up there...Jennifer Garner & Matthew McConaughey...
if theres a lesson to be learned from the movie its...dont be a PLAYBOY!
the show was very cool...
anyways...
the holidays look pretty busy...
tomorrow i'll be having some badminton practice with some friends...
Wednesday...
maybe i'll have a movie date with D and one of his girlfriends...
lolx...i said maybe only...
overall...a boring day today..
tomorrow will be much better i think...
i hope...
just finished a game of monopoly...
hmm...i made a bet with Andrea today...
she doesnt trust boys...
at all...
not one bit...
and i'll try to change that...
she thinks all boys are jerks...
a few are...
but dont ever generalize...
you never know what you can find...
so i made a bet with her...
i'll gain your trust...
if i cant, i'll get you a packet of sweets...XD
haha...
in a month...
i think i can do it..
i dont know...
it'll be a challenge...
i like a challenge...
it'll also be a learning experience for me...
looking into the mind of a girl...
thats kinda cool, i've gotta say...
it'll help me handle some of the girls more better in school...
i hope...XD
theres always something to gain...
haha...
and i've got nothing to lose...
besides a packet of sweets...
hope i can stay at my cousins house this weekend...
wanna play football at his place...
awesome football there you know...
i love it there....
anyways...
nothing much planned for the holiday...
im going to bake a cake for my friends b'day party...
i hope no one dies....
that will be horrible if it happened...
and to be honest...
the chances of me killing someone with me cake...
its kinda high...
i dont mind admitting...
im scared of eating my own cake...
other than that...
i've got no other plans...
hmm...i made a bet with Andrea today...
she doesnt trust boys...
at all...
not one bit...
and i'll try to change that...
she thinks all boys are jerks...
a few are...
but dont ever generalize...
you never know what you can find...
so i made a bet with her...
i'll gain your trust...
if i cant, i'll get you a packet of sweets...XD
haha...
in a month...
i think i can do it..
i dont know...
it'll be a challenge...
i like a challenge...
it'll also be a learning experience for me...
looking into the mind of a girl...
thats kinda cool, i've gotta say...
it'll help me handle some of the girls more better in school...
i hope...XD
theres always something to gain...
haha...
and i've got nothing to lose...
besides a packet of sweets...
hope i can stay at my cousins house this weekend...
wanna play football at his place...
awesome football there you know...
i love it there....
anyways...
nothing much planned for the holiday...
im going to bake a cake for my friends b'day party...
i hope no one dies....
that will be horrible if it happened...
and to be honest...
the chances of me killing someone with me cake...
its kinda high...
i dont mind admitting...
im scared of eating my own cake...
other than that...
i've got no other plans...
...
church today...
saw Andrea...
haha...
shy girl...too shy...
but she doesnt want to admit that though...
hmm...
made friends with Shu Wei as well...
she's from my DG so...
yea...
they're nice girls...
friendly...
sweet...
and...small?
haha...yea, short...
but friendly and nice none the less...
hmm...
bought two new books...XD
Rosary Girls and Sight Unseen...
all my books are murder books...haha
sometimes i wonder how i sleep...
anyway...
had a good day...
chhheeerrrssssss...
church today...
saw Andrea...
haha...
shy girl...too shy...
but she doesnt want to admit that though...
hmm...
made friends with Shu Wei as well...
she's from my DG so...
yea...
they're nice girls...
friendly...
sweet...
and...small?
haha...yea, short...
but friendly and nice none the less...
hmm...
bought two new books...XD
Rosary Girls and Sight Unseen...
all my books are murder books...haha
sometimes i wonder how i sleep...
anyway...
had a good day...
chhheeerrrssssss...
the holidays have officically begun...
and its off with a BANG!
haha...
just finish watching G.I. JOE just now...
awesome stuff man!
its better than Transformers 2...
seriously...
Megan Fox is okayy...she's kinda hot...
but compared to Sienna Miller in a super-tight black leather suit...
Megan Fox stands zero chance...
Sienna Miller was AWESOME!
it was amazing...
she's hot and she kicks butt...
every man's dream...
mine especially...XD
well, the movie for me was good...
good acting...
the movie made sense...
it was like a Micheal Bay movie...
BOOM here, BOOM there!
not as many BANGS...
but stilll a great many...
great stuff...
its the holidays now...
i dont really have any plans...
a birthday on Thursday....
i think my cousin wil be coming over for a few days...
i dont know....
like i said...no plans yet...
anyways...
happy holidays guys!
stay safe...
and healthy...
i dont think i'll be in school tomorrow...
everythings getting better...
except for my cough...
no improvement...
been coughing like hell...
i really want to go to school tomorrow...
but that does not seem like the most realistic option...
i feel like crap...
i was really looking forward to being in school...
i think some other people were looking forward to me being in school as well...
i dont want to dissappoint them...
but somethings i cant control...
like my cough...
maybe it'll get better tomorrow...
if it does then i might be able to go to school...
if it doesnt...
i dont want to think about that...
the good thing that can come out from not going to school tomorrow...
G.I. JOE? yea...that...
been wanting to watch it for ages...
finally i get the chance you know...
but honestly, if i had to choos between my friends in school...
and the super-hot baroness in a super-tight black leather suit...
i think i'd prefer my friends...
its dissappointing really...
so very dissappointing...
i wanted to be in school so badly...
but my parents said its not only for my own good that i shouldnt be in school...
its for the students in the school...
for their own health...
and all those...
i dont really blame them...
i cant just be thinking about myself the whole time...
i'm not well, and i dont want the other students to be sick because of me...
especially during the holiday...
*sigh*
pray for me...
perhaps by some miracle...
if i totally stop coughing then i might be able to go to school tomorrow...
perhaps...
i hate it when the future rest on words like perhaps and if...
perhaps...if...
if...perhaps...
thats it for today...
i'm done...
wish me the best...
nighttt~
Yours truly...
everythings getting better...
except for my cough...
no improvement...
been coughing like hell...
i really want to go to school tomorrow...
but that does not seem like the most realistic option...
i feel like crap...
i was really looking forward to being in school...
i think some other people were looking forward to me being in school as well...
i dont want to dissappoint them...
but somethings i cant control...
like my cough...
maybe it'll get better tomorrow...
if it does then i might be able to go to school...
if it doesnt...
i dont want to think about that...
the good thing that can come out from not going to school tomorrow...
G.I. JOE? yea...that...
been wanting to watch it for ages...
finally i get the chance you know...
but honestly, if i had to choos between my friends in school...
and the super-hot baroness in a super-tight black leather suit...
i think i'd prefer my friends...
its dissappointing really...
so very dissappointing...
i wanted to be in school so badly...
but my parents said its not only for my own good that i shouldnt be in school...
its for the students in the school...
for their own health...
and all those...
i dont really blame them...
i cant just be thinking about myself the whole time...
i'm not well, and i dont want the other students to be sick because of me...
especially during the holiday...
*sigh*
pray for me...
perhaps by some miracle...
if i totally stop coughing then i might be able to go to school tomorrow...
perhaps...
i hate it when the future rest on words like perhaps and if...
perhaps...if...
if...perhaps...
thats it for today...
i'm done...
wish me the best...
nighttt~
Yours truly...
finally getting better...
fevers down...
headaches are nearly gone...
that leaves my cough...
only my cough is not improving...
it seems to be getting worse...
...
i'll be looking forward to school tomorrow...
miss my friends...
i'm sorry i could only spend one day with you guys before the holidays...
i'll make the most of tomorrow...
i promise that...
even though its just one day i get to spend with my friends...
i'll make it worth it...
...
three days by myself...
it was nice...
all alone...
so quiet...
blessed silence...
yet i was missing something...
or someone...
or someone...
nobody said it was easy...
no one ever said it would be so hard...
i've gotta run for the moment...
i'll catch up later...
take care...
Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much...
still sick...
my second day...
the fever is worse now...
rested at home today...
slept so much...
but i still can sleep...
not feeling any better still...
i dont know why...
not feeling good at all...
i feel so weak...
i've hardly eaten anything today...
not hungry...
my mouth taste like ashes...
i dont want to eat...
i feel like sh*t
its my fault anyway...
i dont really regret not taking care of myself...
i can be very stupid sometimes...
some of my friends called in the morning...
they woke me up from my sleep...
but i dont mind...
its good to hear from them...
though i've gotta say...
it was kinda annoying...
after i put down the phone and i went back to lie down...
the phone would ring again...
...
haha, those are my friends...
always asking me to get better...
but not letting my get my rest...
you guys are lovely...
i dont think i'll be able to make it to school tomorrow...
the doctor gave me two days leave from school...
and i think i still have to rest...
but we'll see how it goes...
school was good today i heard...
Angell and Miss Chrissy got back...
they've been having a rough time lately...
but they're over it now...
and i think they'll be stronger than before...
other than that i dont know...
my other school friends seem okayy...
its really good to know they're doing fine...
lying down at home by myself was really nice...
i've never been alone for a long time...
i miss it...
i miss being alone...
now i know how good it feels...
it was really peaceful...
just being with myself...
no voices...
no sounds...
no distractions...
no troubles...
just peace...
and me...
i'm done for today...
take care guys...
Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much
Yours truly...
my second day...
the fever is worse now...
rested at home today...
slept so much...
but i still can sleep...
not feeling any better still...
i dont know why...
not feeling good at all...
i feel so weak...
i've hardly eaten anything today...
not hungry...
my mouth taste like ashes...
i dont want to eat...
i feel like sh*t
its my fault anyway...
i dont really regret not taking care of myself...
i can be very stupid sometimes...
some of my friends called in the morning...
they woke me up from my sleep...
but i dont mind...
its good to hear from them...
though i've gotta say...
it was kinda annoying...
after i put down the phone and i went back to lie down...
the phone would ring again...
...
haha, those are my friends...
always asking me to get better...
but not letting my get my rest...
you guys are lovely...
i dont think i'll be able to make it to school tomorrow...
the doctor gave me two days leave from school...
and i think i still have to rest...
but we'll see how it goes...
school was good today i heard...
Angell and Miss Chrissy got back...
they've been having a rough time lately...
but they're over it now...
and i think they'll be stronger than before...
other than that i dont know...
my other school friends seem okayy...
its really good to know they're doing fine...
lying down at home by myself was really nice...
i've never been alone for a long time...
i miss it...
i miss being alone...
now i know how good it feels...
it was really peaceful...
just being with myself...
no voices...
no sounds...
no distractions...
no troubles...
just peace...
and me...
i'm done for today...
take care guys...
Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much
Yours truly...
haha...
Kah Kei called me just now...
sweet, sweet girl...
i love her...
haha...
it made my day better...
it was so nice to hear her voice...
"Eh, why you never come to school today?"
i wanted to laugh when she said she was Kah Kei...
haha...
but i didnt laugh...
i was smiling real wide...
haha...
thank you Kah Kei...
you made my day...
*kiss*
Kah Kei called me just now...
sweet, sweet girl...
i love her...
haha...
it made my day better...
it was so nice to hear her voice...
"Eh, why you never come to school today?"
i wanted to laugh when she said she was Kah Kei...
haha...
but i didnt laugh...
i was smiling real wide...
haha...
thank you Kah Kei...
you made my day...
*kiss*
i'm sick...
my headaches are killing me...
i'm coughing...
i'm sneezing...
i've got a fever...
but i dont mind...
stayed at home the whole day...
i felt lonely...
yet oddly peaceful...
i feel free...
things this past few days have not been going smoothly...i've got to admit that...
didnt sleep a lot last night...
i was...i dont know...
thinking...
no, not thinking...
my mind was focus on nothing...
i was really tired yesterday...
but i've not been sleeping well...
i think of the past 4 days...
i've slept about i dont know...
16 hours...
4 hours a day...
it may be normal for some people...
but not me...
...
i dont know what to say anymore...
having a roller coaster ride lately...
its not really nice...
been real tired...
i made a huge mistake a few days back...
no ones fault...
purely mine...
i dont know...
it doesnt look pretty...
caused some problems...
shouldnt have said it...
but i did...
i dont know why...
this is my confession...
i've been feeling it for a while now...
and ahh...i didnt want to lose that chance to say it...
it may have screewed everything up...
but i meant what i said...
and i cant take it back...
i dont want to take it back...
but...
i guess its not meant for me...
i am not the right person...
...
i'm not the right person...
i feel...
much better now...
sometimes you dont always get things right...
yea...
you're right...
i changed...
~look at the stars, look how they shine for you and everything you do...~
Coldplay - Yellow
From Me With Love...
i see it now...
i was wrong...
im really sorry...
i shouldnt have said it...
just forget about it...
i'm sorry...
it was my fault...
letting my feeling get in the way of my better judgement...
it wont happen again...
i'm sorry...
this post is dedicated to you...
freaking tired today...
tried to sleep in school...
i couldnt...
tried to sleep at home...
i couldnt...
i'm sick...
but im feeling good...
i feel weak...
i feel broken...
i feel free...
i dont feel anything anymore...
i cant feel anymore...
i dont want to feel anymore...
feelings are an illusion...
they blind you...
they move you to extremes...
i'm confused...
i'm sure...
i doubt...
i know...
i'm lost...
i've found a way...
i've strayed...
now im lost again...
i've given up...
i'm still holding on...
i've done it...
i'm happy...
faced it...
conquered it...
yet i dont see victory...
perhaps its time...
perhaps its not meant to succeed...
perhaps it was all a picture painted for the moment...
perhaps its not real...
perhaps i failed...
did i?
i dared myself to move...
was it enough?
i left my fears behind...
taken the path...
did i do it right?
what went wrong?
did i screw up?
nobody said it was easy...
no one ever said it would be this hard...
take me back to the start...
running in circles...
chasing shadows...
hopes that dont exist...
chasing myself...
i cant do it...
i wont...
i was just guessing...
numbers and figures...
pulling the puzzles...
apart...
nobody said it was easy...
no one ever said it would be so hard...
~Coldplay - The Scientist~
tried to sleep in school...
i couldnt...
tried to sleep at home...
i couldnt...
i'm sick...
but im feeling good...
i feel weak...
i feel broken...
i feel free...
i dont feel anything anymore...
i cant feel anymore...
i dont want to feel anymore...
feelings are an illusion...
they blind you...
they move you to extremes...
i'm confused...
i'm sure...
i doubt...
i know...
i'm lost...
i've found a way...
i've strayed...
now im lost again...
i've given up...
i'm still holding on...
i've done it...
i'm happy...
faced it...
conquered it...
yet i dont see victory...
perhaps its time...
perhaps its not meant to succeed...
perhaps it was all a picture painted for the moment...
perhaps its not real...
perhaps i failed...
did i?
i dared myself to move...
was it enough?
i left my fears behind...
taken the path...
did i do it right?
what went wrong?
did i screw up?
nobody said it was easy...
no one ever said it would be this hard...
take me back to the start...
running in circles...
chasing shadows...
hopes that dont exist...
chasing myself...
i cant do it...
i wont...
i was just guessing...
numbers and figures...
pulling the puzzles...
apart...
nobody said it was easy...
no one ever said it would be so hard...
~Coldplay - The Scientist~
tired, tired, tired...
just came back from camp...
it was really AWESOME...
the first day, we had dinner and then one session...
it was really a good time...
i went out for supper with some friends...
Adrianne and Egbert...
nice supper!
i reached back to the room at about 12.30...
slept at 1.30...
and i woke up at 4.30...
i just couldnt sleep...
something kept me awake...
and yea...you wake up at 4.30 what do you do?
you do nothing...
i went walking around...
a lost soul on a lifeless street...
the second day was really tiring...
after the sessions in the morning, we had the team games...
FUN! FUN! FUN!
haha...the YELLOW AND RED TEAM WON!
had a nice football game after that...
won 5 -1...haha
my cousin and i...a really good team combination...
we scored four goals out of the 5...XD
anyway yea...thats the camp...
enjoyed it...
miss my friends back at home...
looking forward to seeing you guys...
just came back from camp...
it was really AWESOME...
the first day, we had dinner and then one session...
it was really a good time...
i went out for supper with some friends...
Adrianne and Egbert...
nice supper!
i reached back to the room at about 12.30...
slept at 1.30...
and i woke up at 4.30...
i just couldnt sleep...
something kept me awake...
and yea...you wake up at 4.30 what do you do?
you do nothing...
i went walking around...
a lost soul on a lifeless street...
the second day was really tiring...
after the sessions in the morning, we had the team games...
FUN! FUN! FUN!
haha...the YELLOW AND RED TEAM WON!
had a nice football game after that...
won 5 -1...haha
my cousin and i...a really good team combination...
we scored four goals out of the 5...XD
anyway yea...thats the camp...
enjoyed it...
miss my friends back at home...
looking forward to seeing you guys...
just came back from camp today...
it was a really good camp...
LOVED IT!
here are some of the pictures...
The Grand Kampar in the morning
The water fountain...
Left to Right: Christine, Willa, and Phillip decorating parts for the castle
Yellow Team doing their battle cry - Y-E-L-L-OOOOOO-W!!! YAHHH!!!
Blue Team doing their battle cry (Battle Dance)
The Praise Dance
The Yellow Castle
The King Of Fruits
D and Amoss came back to school today...
im so happy man...
thanks for coming back to school...
its good to see you man...
you dont know how much i love you...XD
too bad...
MissChrissy didnt make it back today...
miss her soo!
cant wait to see you again my dear...
anyways...
MissChrissy...great friend
very open...we're very friendly with each other...
haha...real friends...
todays school was very exciting...
oh my dear...i almost forgot...
Kah Kei...
she was very sad today...
i hope you get better...
haha...
Mia and Angell...
love talking with them...
i dont know why...
Angell is very interesting...
she might not know that...
if you're reading this Angell....YOU ARE LOVELY my dear!
and Mia...
ahh...Mia...
i dont know...
she is special to me...
haha...this post is so gonna get me in trouble...
but ahh, i dont care...
if she is special to me...
i want to say it before i lose the chance...
you know you're special!
and D...
the most awesome friend a person can ever ask for...
loyal, caring, fun, plain annoying, and gay...XD
just kidding about the gay part...
the rest was not a joke...
you're awesome man...
i know i've never said it...
but you really are...
a few people in school are trying to find way to make me REALLY angry..
they're bored i guess...
honestly...im kinda looking forward to see what they've got against me...
i hope i dont blow up...
i dont want to...
its never fun to get angry...
and when i get angry...
it usually gets very ugly...
but...its gonna be hard to make me REALLY angry...
i've never been angry for a long time...
anyway, all my friends...
all these people...
all of them are awesome people...
they are my friends...
they make up my life you know...
and ahh, i love them...i really appreciate them...
im lucky...
to have friends like this...XD
anyways...
this will be my last post for the week...
i wont be able to post tomorrow because im going to perak for a camp...
its gonna be awesome...
gonna be very tiring...
3 days camp...
haha...im not really looking forward to it though...
anyways...
i hope you guys take care...
remember the three L's...
Live Well, Laugh Often, & Love Much!
~numbers convey a message~
im so happy man...
thanks for coming back to school...
its good to see you man...
you dont know how much i love you...XD
too bad...
MissChrissy didnt make it back today...
miss her soo!
cant wait to see you again my dear...
anyways...
MissChrissy...great friend
very open...we're very friendly with each other...
haha...real friends...
todays school was very exciting...
oh my dear...i almost forgot...
Kah Kei...
she was very sad today...
i hope you get better...
haha...
Mia and Angell...
love talking with them...
i dont know why...
Angell is very interesting...
she might not know that...
if you're reading this Angell....YOU ARE LOVELY my dear!
and Mia...
ahh...Mia...
i dont know...
she is special to me...
haha...this post is so gonna get me in trouble...
but ahh, i dont care...
if she is special to me...
i want to say it before i lose the chance...
you know you're special!
and D...
the most awesome friend a person can ever ask for...
loyal, caring, fun, plain annoying, and gay...XD
just kidding about the gay part...
the rest was not a joke...
you're awesome man...
i know i've never said it...
but you really are...
a few people in school are trying to find way to make me REALLY angry..
they're bored i guess...
honestly...im kinda looking forward to see what they've got against me...
i hope i dont blow up...
i dont want to...
its never fun to get angry...
and when i get angry...
it usually gets very ugly...
but...its gonna be hard to make me REALLY angry...
i've never been angry for a long time...
anyway, all my friends...
all these people...
all of them are awesome people...
they are my friends...
they make up my life you know...
and ahh, i love them...i really appreciate them...
im lucky...
to have friends like this...XD
anyways...
this will be my last post for the week...
i wont be able to post tomorrow because im going to perak for a camp...
its gonna be awesome...
gonna be very tiring...
3 days camp...
haha...im not really looking forward to it though...
anyways...
i hope you guys take care...
remember the three L's...
Live Well, Laugh Often, & Love Much!
~numbers convey a message~
i cant sleep...
i dont know why...
i guess i've been feeling weird lately...
i feel...
empty...
so, so very empty...
i can feel every time my heart beats that something is missing in my life...
i dont know why i feel that way...
anyway...its about 30 minutes past midnight...
i just read my friends blog...
Mia's blog...
nice blog...
suprisingly for me...i discovered that she doesnt believe in love...
love is the corner stone of our lives...
it is the force that holds family together...
friends, brother, sister, mother & father...
how can one not believe in it?
i know you dont believe in love...
i understand why you dont believe in it...
i'll believe for you...
many things in life we can forget...
friends...
material stuff...
but love is not one of them...
never that...
LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it & Loose sleep worrying about it...
When we don't know we have it, we search for it...
When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it...
When we have it, we fear loosing it...
It is the constant source of pleasure and pain...
But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next...
It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define & IMPOSSIBLE to live without...
this post is dedicated to Mia...
~We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.~
dont give up on love, never give up on love...
i dont know why...
i guess i've been feeling weird lately...
i feel...
empty...
so, so very empty...
i can feel every time my heart beats that something is missing in my life...
i dont know why i feel that way...
anyway...its about 30 minutes past midnight...
i just read my friends blog...
Mia's blog...
nice blog...
suprisingly for me...i discovered that she doesnt believe in love...
love is the corner stone of our lives...
it is the force that holds family together...
friends, brother, sister, mother & father...
how can one not believe in it?
i know you dont believe in love...
i understand why you dont believe in it...
i'll believe for you...
many things in life we can forget...
friends...
material stuff...
but love is not one of them...
never that...
LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it & Loose sleep worrying about it...
When we don't know we have it, we search for it...
When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it...
When we have it, we fear loosing it...
It is the constant source of pleasure and pain...
But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next...
It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define & IMPOSSIBLE to live without...
this post is dedicated to Mia...
~We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.~
dont give up on love, never give up on love...
~Fix You - Coldplay~ A very beautiful song...
school...again...
i just want to take a break from it all...
today was okayy...not good, not bad...
it was...i dont know...
talking to Angell was fun...
she is a really open character...
interesting...
anyway...
we were talking about what guys should know about girls...
she's really good at that topic...
haha...
anyway...
i think that was the only interesting thing of the day...
Miss Chrissy didnt come to school today again...i miss you Miss Chrissy!
D was in school for half-the-day only...
Mia was tired and quiet...
and that was that...
nothing special about today...
i just want to sleep and forget the day...
thought for today...
are we living our life the right way?
the way that we want to live our life...
are we caught between who we can and should be and who we are?
i think thats the problem...
people dont realize that there is so much more to them...
so much to live for...
this is your life...
are you who you want to be?
people are afraid...
afraid because they failed once...
afraid because they dont want to hurt...
would you pick yourself up off the floor and try again?
again, caught between how it is and how it should be...
so many things are not happening because of fear...
would we leave the past in the past...
pick ourselves up...
and start running again?
the first step is always the hardest...
those are some of my thoughts for the day...
if you've got some time...
go to Youtube and check out two songs...
I Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
This Is Your Life - Switchfoot
those two songs are very meaningful to me...
after hearing those songs...
think about the words...
reflect...
~this is your life, are you who you want to be?~
i just want to take a break from it all...
today was okayy...not good, not bad...
it was...i dont know...
talking to Angell was fun...
she is a really open character...
interesting...
anyway...
we were talking about what guys should know about girls...
she's really good at that topic...
haha...
anyway...
i think that was the only interesting thing of the day...
Miss Chrissy didnt come to school today again...i miss you Miss Chrissy!
D was in school for half-the-day only...
Mia was tired and quiet...
and that was that...
nothing special about today...
i just want to sleep and forget the day...
thought for today...
are we living our life the right way?
the way that we want to live our life...
are we caught between who we can and should be and who we are?
i think thats the problem...
people dont realize that there is so much more to them...
so much to live for...
this is your life...
are you who you want to be?
people are afraid...
afraid because they failed once...
afraid because they dont want to hurt...
would you pick yourself up off the floor and try again?
again, caught between how it is and how it should be...
so many things are not happening because of fear...
would we leave the past in the past...
pick ourselves up...
and start running again?
the first step is always the hardest...
those are some of my thoughts for the day...
if you've got some time...
go to Youtube and check out two songs...
I Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
This Is Your Life - Switchfoot
those two songs are very meaningful to me...
after hearing those songs...
think about the words...
reflect...
~this is your life, are you who you want to be?~
had a good day in school today...
im just feeling very, very tired..
D did not come to school today...
Miss Chrissy as well...
but emm...other than that...
school was good...
Angell...she wore a very nice blouse today...
but...BUT she doesnt like it...
she likes hip-hop, street style...
but i've gotta say...
the office style looks good on you Angell...
really nice and sharp...XD
Mia...haha
she provided some very, very nice company...
haha...
its very easy to talk with her...
i like talking with her...
and Angell as well, of course...
for me at least...
i dont know about other people...
but yea, its very easy for me to talk with her...
interesting chat...
hmm...still thinking of a good time to go out with HER...
so so busy...
anyways...i had a good time in Cherating...
you can see some photos in my previous post...
those are some pictures...
the first day was fun...
really, really fun...
free drinks at the bar...
eat all you want buffet...
watching hot girls walk pass you...
thats life...
second day was about the same...
i did some interesting activities...
met a hot Japanese girl ya...
haha...my holiday gf...XD
anyways...
we had a party in the night...
everyone was dancing and shaking their booty...
it was AWESOME !!!
you guys have got to go one day you know...
haha...
something that caught my attention today...
loneliness...
do you ever feel lonely?
yes...of course you do...
and what do you do when you feel lonely...
well, we go out and do fun stuff...
play football...
MSN...go out for a drink with friends...
but these things only remove your loneliness temporarily...
after you go back home...
you feel lonely again...
what is the cure for loneliness?
haha...its been so long since i last posted about my Lady-Of-The-Day...hmmm, still no picture from Angell yet...but i'll get it by the end of the year...XD haha, anyway...todays Lady-Of-The-Day for me would be...Angelina Jolie...awesome woman...i love her movies...Mr & Mrs Smith and Wanted...she rocks ! i like her eyes...hauntingly beautiful...
im just feeling very, very tired..
D did not come to school today...
Miss Chrissy as well...
but emm...other than that...
school was good...
Angell...she wore a very nice blouse today...
but...BUT she doesnt like it...
she likes hip-hop, street style...
but i've gotta say...
the office style looks good on you Angell...
really nice and sharp...XD
Mia...haha
she provided some very, very nice company...
haha...
its very easy to talk with her...
i like talking with her...
and Angell as well, of course...
for me at least...
i dont know about other people...
but yea, its very easy for me to talk with her...
interesting chat...
hmm...still thinking of a good time to go out with HER...
so so busy...
anyways...i had a good time in Cherating...
you can see some photos in my previous post...
those are some pictures...
the first day was fun...
really, really fun...
free drinks at the bar...
eat all you want buffet...
watching hot girls walk pass you...
thats life...
second day was about the same...
i did some interesting activities...
met a hot Japanese girl ya...
haha...my holiday gf...XD
anyways...
we had a party in the night...
everyone was dancing and shaking their booty...
it was AWESOME !!!
you guys have got to go one day you know...
haha...
something that caught my attention today...
loneliness...
do you ever feel lonely?
yes...of course you do...
and what do you do when you feel lonely...
well, we go out and do fun stuff...
play football...
MSN...go out for a drink with friends...
but these things only remove your loneliness temporarily...
after you go back home...
you feel lonely again...
what is the cure for loneliness?
haha...its been so long since i last posted about my Lady-Of-The-Day...hmmm, still no picture from Angell yet...but i'll get it by the end of the year...XD haha, anyway...todays Lady-Of-The-Day for me would be...Angelina Jolie...awesome woman...i love her movies...Mr & Mrs Smith and Wanted...she rocks ! i like her eyes...hauntingly beautiful...
anyway...this has been my day...i hope you guys take care and live your life...
LIVE WELL, LAUGH OFTEN, LOVE MUCH...
hey...here are a few pictures that i took...
i actually took 96 pictures...
but ahh...too many too put...XD
and 1 picture from my camera is about 2 MB...i dont know why...
thats a lot of memory...
Decorations
Lunch time
Swordfish for dinner
View from the balcony
Landscape
The bar at Club Med
The beach
The suites and the garden
i actually took 96 pictures...
but ahh...too many too put...XD
and 1 picture from my camera is about 2 MB...i dont know why...
thats a lot of memory...
Decorations 
Lunch time
Swordfish for dinner
View from the balcony
Landscape 
The bar at Club Med
The beach 
The suites and the gardenThe beautiful sunset...too bad i was alone...i really need a girlfriend now...XD
its about 12.13 right now...
still not sleeping...
second post of the day...
SO SO SO EXCITED...
who wouldnt be?
going to Club Med tomorrow...
haha...i think i got his identity right Ms.Chrissy...
i did, didnt i?
anyways...
my final post for the week...
haha...couldnt help myself...
do me a favour all right?
im going to Club Med right?
pray that ill meet a girl...
my holiday girlfriend you know...
some company for me alright?
remember pray for a HOT girl...XD
haha...im might be hoping for too much there...
but you never know...
dreams can come true...
before i sleep...
i dont know...
i think a lot before i sleep...
its so quiet and peaceful...
peace and quiet lets you think...
i dont know...
im going to miss YOU a lot...
you know who you are...
haha...thats because i wont see you for 4 days...
thats a long time...
anyway...i hope you take care of yourself...
haha...thats that...
im done with my last post of the week...
so long guys...
cant wait to get to Club Med...
can wait to be back with you all...XD
take care....
this post is dedicated to all my friends...YOU guys make my life...
~to D - living life as life should be...
~to Angell - so much in life that you have yet to see...i hope you open up to the world
~to Mia - smile more....you wouldnt know whos day you're making & it warms my heart...and D's heart as well...hmm...but i think D prefers you to hug and kiss him rather than smile...too bad for me then...
~Miss Chrissy - being YOURSELF...its the right way to go
~to Ms.Celine - the most annoying thing on the face of the Earth...but how can i live without you?
~to everyone else...there is so much to live for in life...i hope you live it up!
love you guys...always....
~To be depressed is to be Lonely, to have a friend is to be Happy~
From ME with lots & lots of Love...
still not sleeping...
second post of the day...
SO SO SO EXCITED...
who wouldnt be?
going to Club Med tomorrow...
haha...i think i got his identity right Ms.Chrissy...
i did, didnt i?
anyways...
my final post for the week...
haha...couldnt help myself...
do me a favour all right?
im going to Club Med right?
pray that ill meet a girl...
my holiday girlfriend you know...
some company for me alright?
remember pray for a HOT girl...XD
haha...im might be hoping for too much there...
but you never know...
dreams can come true...
before i sleep...
i dont know...
i think a lot before i sleep...
its so quiet and peaceful...
peace and quiet lets you think...
i dont know...
im going to miss YOU a lot...
you know who you are...
haha...thats because i wont see you for 4 days...
thats a long time...
anyway...i hope you take care of yourself...
haha...thats that...
im done with my last post of the week...
so long guys...
cant wait to get to Club Med...
can wait to be back with you all...XD
take care....
this post is dedicated to all my friends...YOU guys make my life...
~to D - living life as life should be...
~to Angell - so much in life that you have yet to see...i hope you open up to the world
~to Mia - smile more....you wouldnt know whos day you're making & it warms my heart...and D's heart as well...hmm...but i think D prefers you to hug and kiss him rather than smile...too bad for me then...
~Miss Chrissy - being YOURSELF...its the right way to go
~to Ms.Celine - the most annoying thing on the face of the Earth...but how can i live without you?
~to everyone else...there is so much to live for in life...i hope you live it up!
love you guys...always....
~To be depressed is to be Lonely, to have a friend is to be Happy~
From ME with lots & lots of Love...
yea...yeaaa...ooo lala...
damn im excited...
tomorrow is the day...
going to Club Med...
cant wait la...
haha...anyway...i had a good day in school today...
D and Amos did their speeches today...
gotta say...
it was really enjoyable...
REALLY enjoyable...
haha...
i was sitting beside Angell for the duration of the speech...
haha...
she always finds a way to get in my post...
i dont know how...
anyway...D did his speech on "What Girls Should Know About Guys"
it was really entertaining...
haha...
there was one point...guys like girls who have brains and not just girls who are hot...
i think i said to Angell "Smart guys like smart girls, stupid guys like stupid girls"
agree?
dont agree...
a girl may not be smart...but if she is kind and has a pleasant personality its okayy to like her then...
thats what Angell told me...
and i've got to say i agree with her...
had badminton practice today...
im dead tired...
haha...school today was the best yet...
haha...no work, all talk...
Mia taught me to make water lilies with paper...
got to say...it was fun...
thank you...XD
just out of curiousity...
did you really mean what you wrote?
haha...you dont have to tell me if you dont want to...
ill TRY to make that 100 water lilies you ask me to make for your birthday...
Miss Chrissy went on a date with Mr.Z..
haha....couldnt stop laughing when i saw that...
teased her a hell of a lot in school...
haha....enjoyed it...
dang....i think this is the longest post yet...
Angell was...Angell again...
just want to say to you...
talk to somebody alright?
dont go through your problems alone...
this is to you...
and to anyone else with problems...
i dont know why...
but people tend to keep their troubles inside of them...
what they dont know is that...the problem will eat them from the inside out...
take care of yourselves...
talk to someone you trust...
it helps...
haha...
anyways...yea, thats my day in school...
some thoughts on the day...
today was a real good day...
i feel great...
thanks for a great day friends...
i owe it all to you guys...XD
some things that i would like to share today?
well...
sometimes we create our happiness...
but most of the times its YOU guys who make my happiness...
when YOU are happy...that affects me you know?
when one is happy, the other is happy as well...those are my thoughts on the day....
Now for the Lady-Of-The-Day Award...i still havent gotten your picture Angell...i promise you, if you gave me your picture i would put it on my post...i dont joke about hot girls...they make my life...XD. anyway...here is the picture of Alessandra Ambrosio...i think i drooled when i saw here picture...she looks good enough to EAT !!! i remember one day in school...teacher was talking about being picture perfect...you guys remember right? Alessandra Ambrosio is definitely picture perfect XD...lolx...my brother has a problem...he is AFRAID and ALLERGIC to hot girls...i dont know why...maybe he's gay...XD -- he called Alessandra Ambrosio freaky...NUTS? definitely...
damn im excited...
tomorrow is the day...
going to Club Med...
cant wait la...
haha...anyway...i had a good day in school today...
D and Amos did their speeches today...
gotta say...
it was really enjoyable...
REALLY enjoyable...
haha...
i was sitting beside Angell for the duration of the speech...
haha...
she always finds a way to get in my post...
i dont know how...
anyway...D did his speech on "What Girls Should Know About Guys"
it was really entertaining...
haha...
there was one point...guys like girls who have brains and not just girls who are hot...
i think i said to Angell "Smart guys like smart girls, stupid guys like stupid girls"
agree?
dont agree...
a girl may not be smart...but if she is kind and has a pleasant personality its okayy to like her then...
thats what Angell told me...
and i've got to say i agree with her...
had badminton practice today...
im dead tired...
haha...school today was the best yet...
haha...no work, all talk...
Mia taught me to make water lilies with paper...
got to say...it was fun...
thank you...XD
just out of curiousity...
did you really mean what you wrote?
haha...you dont have to tell me if you dont want to...
ill TRY to make that 100 water lilies you ask me to make for your birthday...
Miss Chrissy went on a date with Mr.Z..
haha....couldnt stop laughing when i saw that...
teased her a hell of a lot in school...
haha....enjoyed it...
dang....i think this is the longest post yet...
Angell was...Angell again...
just want to say to you...
talk to somebody alright?
dont go through your problems alone...
this is to you...
and to anyone else with problems...
i dont know why...
but people tend to keep their troubles inside of them...
what they dont know is that...the problem will eat them from the inside out...
take care of yourselves...
talk to someone you trust...
it helps...
haha...
anyways...yea, thats my day in school...
some thoughts on the day...
today was a real good day...
i feel great...
thanks for a great day friends...
i owe it all to you guys...XD
some things that i would like to share today?
well...
sometimes we create our happiness...
but most of the times its YOU guys who make my happiness...
when YOU are happy...that affects me you know?
when one is happy, the other is happy as well...those are my thoughts on the day....
Now for the Lady-Of-The-Day Award...i still havent gotten your picture Angell...i promise you, if you gave me your picture i would put it on my post...i dont joke about hot girls...they make my life...XD. anyway...here is the picture of Alessandra Ambrosio...i think i drooled when i saw here picture...she looks good enough to EAT !!! i remember one day in school...teacher was talking about being picture perfect...you guys remember right? Alessandra Ambrosio is definitely picture perfect XD...lolx...my brother has a problem...he is AFRAID and ALLERGIC to hot girls...i dont know why...maybe he's gay...XD -- he called Alessandra Ambrosio freaky...NUTS? definitely...
have a good weekend guys...i'll be enjoying three days in heaven, i hope you guys enjoy your holidays as well alright? XD take care...
CCCHHHEEERRRSSS...
song for today ~I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas~
From Joe With Love....
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