Its No Suprise I Won't Be Here Tomorrow

i dont think i'll be in school tomorrow...
everythings getting better...
except for my cough...
no improvement...
been coughing like hell...
i really want to go to school tomorrow...
but that does not seem like the most realistic option...
i feel like crap...
i was really looking forward to being in school...
i think some other people were looking forward to me being in school as well...
i dont want to dissappoint them...
but somethings i cant control...
like my cough...
maybe it'll get better tomorrow...
if it does then i might be able to go to school...
if it doesnt...
i dont want to think about that...
the good thing that can come out from not going to school tomorrow...
G.I. JOE? yea...that...
been wanting to watch it for ages...
finally i get the chance you know...
but honestly, if i had to choos between my friends in school...
and the super-hot baroness in a super-tight black leather suit...
i think i'd prefer my friends...
its dissappointing really...
so very dissappointing...
i wanted to be in school so badly...
but my parents said its not only for my own good that i shouldnt be in school...
its for the students in the school...
for their own health...
and all those...
i dont really blame them...
i cant just be thinking about myself the whole time...
i'm not well, and i dont want the other students to be sick because of me...
especially during the holiday...
*sigh*
pray for me...
perhaps by some miracle...
if i totally stop coughing then i might be able to go to school tomorrow...
perhaps...
i hate it when the future rest on words like perhaps and if...
perhaps...if...
if...perhaps...




thats it for today...
i'm done...
wish me the best...
nighttt~


Yours truly...