Letter

hmm, had a good day today...
competition day...
it was nice, REAL nice...
hmm, more people than i expected came today...
the overall competition was good today...
and after that was good as well...
the abundant grace centre brought a very interesting group...
USJ as well...
and chempaka...
met my cousins, uncle, and some friends...
had a real good time...
right now im listening to songs...
basically, not in the mood for anything right now...
so i guess i'll take my boredom no my blog...
have been listening to a lot of old songs lately...
Hoobastank - The Reason
Dashboard Confessional - Stolen
Daughtry - Crashed
and some new ones as well...
Daughtry - Everytime You Turn Around
Papa Roach - Lifeline
grear songs...
hmm, i'll call it a night...




"and we all sleep well, and sleep well..."
Dashboard Confessional - Stolen

Daughtry - Everytime You Turn Around

i know you're standing there waiting for me...

The Day

tomorrow is the inter-centre competition for singing, dancing, and singing...
going to be interesting...
if i can even watch...i'll be busy with the computer, sound...and other stuff (:
anyways...
everyone has been wroking their nuts off for tomorrow...
i hope they get it right...
hmm, participation seems to be down this year...
distance and venue maybe...
but i doubt it...
everything was so last minute...
so i dont think many centres got the chance to participate...
other than that...
we'll be working on the end-year concert, 2 days after the competition...
so its going to be a real rush...
im really, really worried...
this year, the school will be doing something really big...
and if we get it right, its gonna be amazing...
if we dont...
we're going to fall hard...
its going to be tough...
but lets not look to far...
competition time tomorrow...
everyone...
its time to ROLL !
greeeat luck...

(:

say it!

SUPER-CALI-FRAGILISTIC-EXPIALIDOCIOUS (:





aces (:

Carly Rae Jepsen - Heavy Lifting

when you look at me the way you do

my fingers tingle

i cant breathe till we're skin on skin

when you look at me the way you do

my life moves in perfect motion

you're doing all the heavy lifting

Under The Dark Skies

its late...
its dark...
its raining...
its saturday night...
my friends are sleeping now...
and i have some time with my thoughts...
hmm, theres nothing much to talk about...
boring day today...
as usual...
had it late yesterday...
bunked in at about 4.30 in the morning...
headaches pounding in full force...
i cant sleep, so i wont force myself to sleep...
nothing going through my head now...
i dont want to think about anything...
im afraid i'll drown...
anyways...had a good time chatting with my friend...
really fun...
she's different...
like no one i've met before...
unique no?
its always interesting chatting with a girl who is so different from the normal...
have been listening to Heavy Lifting by Carly Rae Jepsen for the tenth time...
i love her voice...sweet, soft, yet so assuring...
its been ages since i've heard a singer like her...
thank you karlynn...
i owe you one...
*sighs*

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One (featuring. Taylor Swift)

i remember what you wore the first day

you came into my life and i thought, hey

you know this could be something

cause everything you do and words you say

you know that it all takes my breath away

and now i'm left with nothing

so maybe its true that i can't live without you

and maybe two is better than one

but there's so much time to figure out the best of my life

and you thought that it got me coming undone

and i'm thinking two is better than one

i remember every look upon your face

the way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

you make it hard for breathing

cause when i close my eyes and drift away

i think of you and everything's okay

i'm finally now believing

that maybe its true that i can't live without you

and maybe two is better than one

but there's so much time to figure out the best of my life

and you thought that it got me coming undone

and i'm thinking two is better than one

i remember what you wore on the first day

you came into my life and i thought, hey

maybe its true that i cant live without you

and maybe two is better than one

theres so much time to figure out the best of my life

and you thought that it got me coming undone

and im thinking, ooh, i cant live without you

cause baby, two is better than one

theres so much to figure out the best of my life

but i figured out with all that's said and done

two is better than one, two is better than one

Its Different

ahh, its not that bad actually...
haha...
im quite happy...
she replied...
its good to hear from you too...
its been years...
hmm, its the end of the week...
tomorrows saturday...
i dont want to talk about saturdays...
its nearing the end of the year...
its hard to focus on work when there is so much going on...
days are passing by really fast...
yet it seems i've gotten nothing done...
im confused...
i dont know...
things seem different now...
almost like i dont recognize anything anymore...
...
nothing suprising about that...
but i dont worry about it...
it'll all be in the past soon...



"when the morning came, i was up before first light..."
Howie Day - Be There

Its Cold

silence is the worse of enemies...
funny, i love thinking...
but i hate it when my mind wanders far...
i dont know whether things are improving...
ermm, life has been pretty up-and-down...
its been a real rollercoaster ride...
school is going good...
everyone is busy with their own thing...
and then theres me...
walking around...sitting around...
moving from one place to another...
yet not belonging to any group...
but it doesnt matter...
i doesnt want that to bother me...
not when you're use to it...
not when you're use to it...



"its cold out there, why dont you come in?"

Screwed

interesting day today...
school was okayy only...
nothing much done today...
had a chat with a few girls from the class...
talking abot my future...
how i would have a wife...
teaasing my friend...
lol...
they said that i'd be the first to have a wife...
cause i've got so many "girlfriends" ...
funny, the longer i think about it...
the more i doubt...
why you might ask?
well, i have a problem with women...
they never seem to stay very long...
...
well...
i guess thats how it is for me...
also...
i had an interesting chat with a friend...
she was having some problems...
it was one of the hardest problems to advise on...
then after that...
she told me something that just spooked me out...
her friend likes me...
she says her friend told the whole class...
i just blew out of my chair...
im spooked...
she seemed innocent enough...
but looks can be very deceiving...
well, well, well...
im in some deep sh*t...
going to sleep over it...
hope i can...




"never get too deep, cause you might drown..."
my song for today...
Howie Day- Be There ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=we5U2v2gmMU

Coffee Stains

hey there...
school today...
finally got some work done...
im happy that i did some work...
hmm, the singing competition is drawing closer...
everyone is busy preparing for the competition...
also some of the actors are already starting to practice for the end year concert...
busy, busy, busy...
tired, tired, tired...
hmm, nothing much to talk about today...
im busy looking for songs to use for the play...
its a light-hearted secret agent play...
its hard looking for songs...
i found a few...
Peter Gunn & Kiss Kiss Bang Bang.
just a couple actually, not a few...
hmm, besides that?
well, its been a pretty uneventful week...
haha...true to the letter...
uneventful...


"we are sleeping, but we're not dreaming..."

Carly Rae Jepsen - Hotel Shampoo

we were poor, yea, we were dreamchasers baby...

Never Walk Away

i didnt get to write anything stupid yesterday...
too tired...
slept at 8.30?
haha...
yesterdays church was...interesting...
sat beside the hottest lady in the church...
unbelieveable...
couldnt stop peeking and smiling...
wow...haha
she's really beautiful...
anyways...
nothing much lately...
i've stopped feeling lonely...
hmm, maybe sometimes i do...
but i recover quite fast...
im doing well...
feeling good...
dang, i cant wait for her email...
its usually my greatest joy...
why?
she never walks away...
i'll end it here...
goodnight...




"if you get too deep, you will drown..."

=)

"yeah, intelligent input darling. why dont you have another beer?"

Florence + the Machine - Rabbit Heart

Attractively Random

deepavali today...
sleepy....but its loud outside...
all the fireworks going off...
hmm, nothing very interesting actually...
a classmates b'day today...
oh yea, nicole started her O levels exam today...
anything else ?
nothing much...
want to chat with that attractively random girl again...
funny...i kinda like chatting with her...
even though its like the stupidest chat in the world...
fun, yet stupid, yet fun...
haha...
another paradox...
im oddly attracted to that girl...
funny, thinking about it...
anyways...
its late...
i'll call it a night...

This Is A Gift, It Comes With Price

very funny...
do you ever feel lonely...
even when you are surronded by friends?
*sighs*
its hard to understand...
i feel lonely...
ahh, the paradox of life...
well, at least i know im not alone...
even though you're on the other side of the world...
i know i have you...
hmm, feeling kinda down now...
listening to a new band i found...
Florence And The Machine...
*nods head*
nice British band...
very nice...
it sounds great, though i dont understand their songs...
-.-''''...
hmm, nothing much to talk about...


"this is a gift, it comes with a price..."
Florence And The Machine - Rabbit Heart

Sour Candy - Carly Rae Jepsen

sour candy...endings...

Smile

smiles are infectious

and even contagious

smiles can be coy

or blatantly outrageous

a happy grin can convey

love and affection

joy and contentment

in one facial expression

smile can't be saved

they can only be spent

smiles can't be hoarded

or hidden or lent

each person's smile

is a signature move

to let others know

how much they approve

smile can melt hearts

and garner peace of mind

if someone smiles back at you

smile back in kind

when you look in the mirror

and see a gloomy frown

just stand on your head

your smile is up-side down

Forever

September's gentle air has blwon,
On the back of the October's chillier breezes,
And as I wander the house, alone, staring
Out of the empty windows , and watch the tress
Letting their gentle cargos fall, one by one,
Into golden heaps on the untended lawns,
That should have been bonfire bright,
With shining faces; I wonder:
Will you return, ever?

It was such a place of fun and laughter;
Of fellowship without competition;
Of love without destructive passion;
Of being, belonging, and hoping;
Now, my loneliness is crippling;
But I guess, in this life, nothing,
Not even our imaginings,
Can last forever.

Dont...

when the dark days take you,
and hide you deep within.
remember that i'm always here,
on the outside, looking in.

if i could set you free,
you know i'd gladly do so.
i send my cheery thoughts to you,
but somehow they never get through.

i try to vanquish she who holds you,
if only i could find a way.
but Lady Sadness holds on tight,
and she's such a hard foe to slay.

she pulls you deep within yourself,
and the tangles of self-doubt grow.
until you see just worthlessness,
not the wonderful person i know.

sometimes when i look into your eyes,
i see nothing but darkness there.
i wish that i could bring you back,
and the joy of living we'd share.

i hope that when your mood has lightened,
and you read this words, this plea.
take them deep into your heart,
and with them a small part of me.

I Will Catch Myself

drinking coffee now...
empty stomach...
coffee feels like battery acid...
boring day in school today...
...im really worried about my work...
zzz...a lot more to do...
feeling tired...
having a little hangover i think...
tired...i feel sick...
its 10.25...
been studying for 2 hours...
tired and sleepy...
but im as hell not going to stop...
haha, had a stupid thought...
trying to be as good as you, at my academic and social life...
i know i'll never be like you...
you're one of a kind...
night...


i know you're with me...

Wedding & Wine

had the wedding ceremony in the morning at my grandaunts house...
standing around for 30 minutes maybe?
then the bridegroom came...
all the cars honking like hell...
i was like-what the hell is that?
the gate was locked so te groom could not come in...
haha, he had to answer riddles...
haha, he couldnt so-no choice- he had to climb over the gate...
crazy crap...
after that...the ceremony...
eat...
went to my cousins house...
went to 1Utama to watch Surrogates...
met Angel and Mandy...
crazy nuts...
after that..
prepared for the wedding dinner...
reached the hotel 7...
had to stand around drinking for 45 minutes...
haha, i felt so awkward...
had to hold my cousins handbag the whole 45 minutes...
so funny...
haha...
had a lot of wine during the wedding...
my cousin got drunk...
cannot walk straight anymore...
i drank a respectable amount...
dinner was 3.30 hours long...
finished at 11.30...
took 30 minutes to reach BU3...
slept at 3...
woke up at 7 for church...
now...im here...its 12 am Monday...
going to study...
bye

Wedding

some pictures from the wedding...

i really enjoyed the wedding...
it was really great, i mean common its my aunty's wedding...

Aunty Rachel's Wedding Photo

Sharon, my pretty little cousin

the cousins AND uncle - from left to right.

Ben (looking gay as usual), Stephanie (looking splendid in her dress), John (ol' John), and Samuel (-.-''''')

Take This.

its the end of the week...
so much left to do...
anyways...
i had a good day in school today...
tired, but its been good...
a good week...
tomorrow is my aunty's wedding...
have to get up early... -.-''''
but i'll do it...
the good thing is that i'll be attanding a wedding...
i've never attended a wedding for so long...
good food yea?
hmm, anyways im excited...
meeting all my cousins and family...
have a good weekend guys...
byeeeeee...

Supernova!

Why So Serious?

i feel so down today...
im really tired as well...
...nothing very interesting today...
hmm, chelsea beat liverpool 2 -1...
aside from that...
nothing spectacular today...
school is boring...
zzz...
i gotta go..


Sick Puppies - All The Same
"Go ahead, say it-you're leaving..."

Blue Is The Colour!

good day today...
met a friend and her friend...
wow...
her friend is really something...
anyways...
nothing much today...
im listening to sugarland now...
catchy song...
okayy...now im having some red wine...
and im hearing lucky now...
awesome song...
drank the whole cup of wine in one shot...
im feeling warm...
very warm...
very, very warm...
hmm, about my day...
nothing much...
went to the book shop...
didnt buy any new books...
ohh yea...
PMR week...
pity my cousins...
cant wait for Saturday...
my aunts wedding...
i wanna eat...


anyways...
the new week is beginning...
definitely going to start praticing for the year end concert...
eighteen page play...
our longest yet...
going to do my guy thing...
CHELSEA VS. LIVERPOOL...
CHELSEA! BLUE IS THE COLOUR!

Enjoy The Show !

zzz...
have been listening to - Sick Puppies and Straylight Run...
nice songs...
very nice...
a little depressing...
to counter the depression...
i listen to Jason Mraz...
awesome songs he makes...
its saturday...
its been awhile since i last updated my blog...
had a good week in school...
had fun with my friends...
they're a great bunch...
a few people looked very down...
but the others kept me up...
XD...
anyways, its nearing the end of the term...
nearing the end of the term...
im so lazy now...
i cant help myself...
i did a lot of work this year....
i want to relax...
but i know i wont...
i still have a lot to do...
still a lot to prove to MYSELF...
enough of that...
cant wait for next week...
had a good audition for the acting yesterday...
suprisingly, some people did really well...
others not so good...
its very funny...
some of last years actors did really bad this year for the audition...
im bored...
cant wait for next year...
my last...
bring it on!!!
de...de...de
lovely...
im bored!!!!
im going...
bye bye...XD




You And I Both - Jason Mraz ~~~~ cheers!
song of the day...