Goot - Read My Mind

Sometimes...

"sometimes the nerd gets the girl..."
Chuck Bartowski


too bad, i've yet to get a girl...
haha, anyways...
i hope tomorrow will be interesting...
and i want it so badly...
arggghhh!!!
g'night...



Stay With Me by Colbie Caillat & Use Somebody (cover) by Pixie Lott
are my chosen songs for today...
have a good day tomorrow...
remember, everyday brings new oppurtunities...
Live Well, Laugh Much, Love Often

CHUCK !

what an awful day...
haha, if you heard me say it...
you would know it was dripping with sarcasm...
but my day wasnt very good as well...
woke up at about 12.30...
then i found out that my hope of it happening was not very good...
suddenly things got very bad...
*sighs* but she says be flexible...
i guess she's right...
i dont blame anyone if it doesnt happen...
its not her fault...
oh wells, other than that?
had my dental appointment today...
played some Playstation...
then TV...
i feel so empty...
its so boring at home...
there is hardly anything to be done...
wait a second, its time for Chuck...
gotta go for awhile...
YES!!!! CHUCK !!! im so happy all of a sudden
everything is forgotten...NOT...

Its A Thing

well, its the third day of the holidays i think...
and hell, it has been really, REALLY boring...
darryl and celine hanged out at my place for awhile...
and then badminton...and dinner...
and now this...
what a boring day...
but it wasnt all bad...
watched a movie called Deception...
it was good XD
hmm, besides that...
I'm also VERY VERY happy!!!
omg, i cant believe it...
and hell, i cant wait for January...
im so excited...
its like torture, counting the days...
one by one by one...
its so exciting, the thought of it...
haha, anyways...
things have been going normal...
nothing special...
well, maybe ONE thing happened...
it was a shock...
i dont know...
i've been thinking about it...
loads of conflicting emotion...
i dont know how to deal with it...
its...a...thing...
anyways...
hmm, no interesting calls from anyone...
just Playstation in the morning...
movies in the afternoon...
and MSN and blogging at night...
how bored can you get?
but at the same time...
its kinda relaxing...
not school, no noise...just myself...
lonely, yet oddly...peaceful...
i'll cut out now...

When It Rains

Sleepy

a tiring day today...
Paul's birthday...
Happy B'day to you...
and some other interesting stuff...
traveled to rawang today...
had lunch...
killer bill...
300++...
never eaten lunch for 300$ in my life...
talked with friends for some time...
its holidays now...
we were making plans..
hmm, other than that...
holidays...
thinking...
i dont know which to choose...
also...
nah, never mind...
i hope things go well...



just say it again, and mean it
Paramore - When It Rains

The Present

its one day after the last day of school...
still haven't wrote anything major about Nicole yet...
for those of you who dont know Nicole is...
i'll tell you...
she's my school's first graduate...
and she's a great friend...
wait, i meant -- GREAT friend...
in CAPS...
well, i've known her for 3 years...
in that 3 years we've been friends...
good friends...
and now, i hope great friends...
well, its been three interesting years...
three great years...
i hope i've been a good friend...
though i know thats far from the truth...
haha, maybe an interesting friend...
but not a good friend...
well, i'll always remember YOU...
i remember our first REAL conversation...
it was about THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA...
during redemption...
that was our first real conversation...
i remember...
hmm, you're a smart, intelligent, though maybe not as witty as i am...
just kidding...
maybe you are, but you just dont show it...
you've been a great example...
you may not know this...
but i look up to you...
you have a good brain and a good heart...
you've shown that many times...
i respect you for that...
the first year we met...
it was an interesting experience...
everyone held you in high respects...
you were a novelty...
and hell, you were intimidating...because of your smarts...
but after a couple of months...we slowly realized that you're just like most of us...
just that you're much smarter and much more humble...
you're just great...
you're also more humble than i am...
and that has always made working with you...
a very interesting and excitable experience...
away from all that...
everyone in our class has made a place in their hearts for you...



well, everything i'm trying to say is that...
and what everyone has been trying to say is that...
WE LOVE YOU...
I LOVE YOU...



thank you for everything...

Fix You

when you try your best but you don't succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you feel so tired but you can't sleep
stuck in reverse

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

high up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you never try you'll never know
just what you're worth

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

tears stream down on your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream down on your face
and I

tears stream down on your face
i promise you i will learn from your mistakes
tears stream down on your face
and I

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

Maybe, Just Maybe

aww man, today is a day of super ups and downs...
everyone seems to be on edge...
everyone is tired...
incapable of smiling...
i wonder why...
but its none of my business to know...
hmm, the concert nears...
and everything is not ready yet...
i'm really scared...
and nervous...
and my mind is causing turmoil...
i've been thinking...a lot
but today wasnt all bad...
today is one of the happiest days of my life as well...
IF it works out...
which i believe that it will...
i hope it works out for me...
im so happy...
unbelieveable...
anyways...
i hope things get better in school...
everything seems to be on edge today...
problems, problems...
it WILL get better...
hmm, i'll end it here...
i hope we can talk soon...
its nearing the holidays...
and you still have not told me about your adventures...



"i gave myself the shivers..
and thats what you get when you think about her..."
Sweet Talk 101 - Cute Is What We Aim For

Sick

S-I-C-K

hmm, im really tired...

past days have not been kind to me...

anyways...

i've got a fever, a sore throat, & im coughing like hell...

and this sunday is the concert...

hell, i hope i'll make a quick recovery...

your voice

was the soundtrack of my summer

do you know you're unlike any other

you'll always be my thunder

i said, your eyes

are the brigthest of the colour

i dont want to ever love any other

--Thunder by Boys Like Girls

songs for today...

You Make It Real - James Morrison

and

Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Made For You

Made For You by OneRepublic XD

their newest album Waking Up...

Stars

maybe i've been problem
maybe i'm the one to blame
but even when i turn it off
and blame myself
the outcome feels the same
i've been thinking maybe i've been partly cloudy
maybe i'm the chance of rain
and maybe i'm overcast
and maybe all my luck's washed down the drain

i've been thinking about everyone
everyone, you look so lonely
but when i look at the stars
when i looks at the stars
when i looks at the stars
i see someone else

*****

yea, great song...

Stars by Switchfoot...

love it...

i just came back from church...

and just learned how to solve a 2X2 Rubik's Cube XD

gotta go...

I'm Wasted

patience, took you for everything
looked like a diamond ring
you are so much longer
that made sense

apathy in disguise
crept on you like a spy
hurt you in ways
you cant describe

back to the start now
i wont let you go this way now

honesty, is what you need
it sets you free like someone to save you
let it go, but hurry though
there's undertow and i don't want to lose you now

alright, sit down and spill your heart
lets start very start
'cause i can see by your eyes
you're wasted

your energy comes and goes
you taking your time, you know
nothing can change whats happened

so, back to the start now
i won't let you go this way now

honesty, is what you need
it sets you free like some to save you
let it go, but hurry though
there's undertow and i don't want to lose you now
dont wanna lose you now, now

oh, my, look at your bright stars fade so
how much can you take?

honesty, is what you need
it sets you free like someone to save you
let i go, but hurry though
there's undertow and i don't want to lose you now



someone to save you

Blurry

nicole has graduated...
she graduated yesterday...
i'm happy for her...
she did well...
i attended her graduation...
it wasnt just a graduation...
it was a concert, done by the Chempaka USJ Centre...
it lasted for 2.30 hours...
about nicole...
she was really nervous...
i could tell...
she was speaking with a funny accent...
and she was drinking water like nuts...
-.-'''' there was one girl in the concert...
her name was Jane...
she reminded me of a friend...
anyways, it wasnt one of the best concerts i've seen...
but it was good enough...
hmm, reached home at about 12.30...
late!!! and now i'm very tired...
woek up at 12.30...
really tired...
and blurrrry...
i'll end it here...


song for the day for me...
Stars - Switchfoot...
confused...

It Drives You Crazy

i guess i was bored...
jennifer morrison...from House M.D.
you've got to know its my favourite tv series...
she's hot XD
thats important...

Someone To Save You - One Republic

love this song!

Another Way To Die

its been awhile since i posted anything...
so i'll try to post some stuff today...
well, its nearing the end of the year...
everyone is preparing for the concert...
we're doing a very long script this year...
so its gonna be hard...
hmm, this year...i'm gonna being a british secret agent...
so well, i've got my british accent...
haha...cant wait to see alundra in her dress XD
haha...she's a good actoress...
its fun to act with her...
the rest? not so good...
except for nicole...
she plays the villain very well...
hmm, we're gonna be working hard for the last week...
also nicole is graduating this friday (tomorrow)...
yea, gonna see her...
gonna miss her when she's gone...
cant talk with her anymore...
she's like the only intelligent person to talk with...
i might get insane...
but...its sad that she has to go...
it felt like only yesterday since i first met her...
the Chronicles Of Narnia was our first real conversation (:
so yea...
anyway...i've gotta run...
cheers !



i know its been long...
but i've begun to listen to Another Way To Die...
its simply nice XD
Alicia Keys & Jack White...

Lifeline

i've been looking for a lifeline, for what seems like a life time...





Papa Roach