Look At The Stars

didnt go to school today...

i'm sick...

my headaches are killing me...

i'm coughing...

i'm sneezing...

i've got a fever...

but i dont mind...

stayed at home the whole day...

i felt lonely...

yet oddly peaceful...

i feel free...

things this past few days have not been going smoothly...i've got to admit that...

didnt sleep a lot last night...

i was...i dont know...

thinking...

no, not thinking...

my mind was focus on nothing...

i was really tired yesterday...

but i've not been sleeping well...

i think of the past 4 days...

i've slept about i dont know...

16 hours...

4 hours a day...

it may be normal for some people...

but not me...

...

i dont know what to say anymore...

having a roller coaster ride lately...

its not really nice...

been real tired...

i made a huge mistake a few days back...

no ones fault...

purely mine...

i dont know...

it doesnt look pretty...

caused some problems...

shouldnt have said it...

but i did...

i dont know why...

this is my confession...

i've been feeling it for a while now...

and ahh...i didnt want to lose that chance to say it...

it may have screewed everything up...

but i meant what i said...

and i cant take it back...

i dont want to take it back...

but...

i guess its not meant for me...

i am not the right person...

...

i'm not the right person...

i feel...

much better now...

sometimes you dont always get things right...

yea...

you're right...

i changed...

~look at the stars, look how they shine for you and everything you do...~

Coldplay - Yellow

From Me With Love...