2010, here i come...

For Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

its about 1 1/2 weeks before the start of school...
hmm, am i excited...
maybe...but i wish there was another 3 months of holidays...
it would be total heaven...
the holidays have been just awesome!
met up with some old school friends...
made some new ones...
and there's loads of football...
its just been great...
this is the only holiday that i enjoyed...
damn, if only the trip to London wasnt canceled...
i wouldnt have minded school for a month...
but its not to be...
anyways...hmm, having a very busy week...
but its all been good...
going to have some Family Concert...
then the New Years celebration...
Steph's birthday on the first of Jan...
its gonna be good...i'm looking forward to that...
hmm, i hope i can go for the Countdown this year...
but i dont think i'll make it...
screw it la, i just want to watch Sherlock Holmes...
well, here's to 2010...
its gonna be a very busy year for me...
but i'm looking forward to it...
loads of studying...
and after that...freedom...
no more school...college...
next year would be preparation for the next stage of my life...
i cant wait...
life will be good next year...
it will be different...
and i'm gonna love it...
next year will be new challenges...
new friends...new things to do...
new experiences...everything will be new...
i'm looking forward to that...

so bring on 2010...
i'll succeed in 2010...
thats my promise to myself...
cheers!

City 123

took me about 2 hours to make the picture...
i guess i was really bored...
i wonder where i got my inspiration from...
dreams maybe...
i had a good day to day...
just came back from a Christmas Dinner in a friend's house...
bloody hell, his house is huge...with a swimming pool inside...
it was good...
i'm going to work on some pictures...

Hate Is A Strong Word

the holidays have been an exercise in endurance...
endurance of boredom...
pure, un-diluted boredom...
sounds like fun?
but then again...
this week will be a fun-filled week...i hope...
two badminton practices...christmas dinner...
and all kinds of stuff...
its going to be exciting...
its the only thing i have been looking forward to this whole holidays...
...hmm, i feel really sorry for D...
i cant believe she dumped him...
he sounded really sad...
but its understandable...who wouldnt be sad?
*sighs* i really despise her now...
i detest her...

The Spirit Of Christmas

1U today...
stopped and visited my cousin...
the stupid idiot was still sleeping...
i had quite a fun day today...
ate at Subway for lunch...
good stuff...i LOVE subway...
other than that...
nothing much really...
slept for 2 hours after i reached home...
ohh yea, saw Stephanie today...
its been awhile since i last saw her...
she's really beautiful now...
her brother on the other hand...
he's a sad case...haha, but its good to see him again...
well, Christmas is next Friday...everyone is excited...
i dont know...i'm not feeling excited...
maybe not as much as i want too...
well, have a good Christmas...

One Pair Of Candy Lips

cousins visited...
i was really tired today...
we had a good time anyway...
just woke up...slept the evening away...
it was raining...HARD!
can't walk straight...
my headaches have not been really serious...
got an e-mail from her that day...
at least that keeps my spirits up...
hmm...things have been moving really slow lately...
everything has been going around...normally...
haha...i've been listening to John Mayer a lot lately...
i wonder why...
his songs are really good...
cheerss...

Sick

sleepy and tired...
having a fever i think...
have not been sleeping very well...
have been sleeping at 2 for the past 4 days...
and waking up really, really early...
hmm...played football in the rain...
didn't help my headaches...that's for sure...
just got CS4 today...
its bloody hard to learn...and use...
hope i can learn and i hope i won't give up...
i'm tired...

*Sigh*

quiet b'day...

The Scientist

*sigh* tired, tired...
slept quite late yesterday...
today was not a bad day...
woke up late...
opened my Math book...
first time in 4 weeks...
haha, did a bit of work...
it felt good to do some work...
had football after that...
played football with friends and 2 Iranians...
they were impressive at least...
friendly...very friendly...
listening to The Scientist by Coldplay...
its a nice song...sad song...
funny, i love slow songs...
i wonder why...meaningful?
i cant wait for tomorrow...
going for a meeting with friends...
planning for the Youth Camp next year...
then staying over at my cousin's house...
so yea...its gonna be fun...
i'll be there for a few nights...
i'll maybe go out this saturday...
i hope i will...
need to go out somewhere...
else i would go mad...
i'll cut it here...
sleep well...





well, some of the songs for today...
Stolen by Dashboard Confessional, Fix You by Coldplay, and Thunder by Boys Like Girls...
great songs by great bands...

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

tiring day today...
haha, everyday is a tiring day...
hmm, tomorrow will be interesting...
going to play football with some iranians...
well, i've still got no plans at all...
this holidays have been really boring...
i hope i'll go to my cousin's house this tuesday...
its been awhile since i last stayed with him...
its going to be fun this Tuesday...
his group will be planning the Youth Camp for 2010...
and i know his whole youth group...
great group of people...
hmm, other than that...
i've got nothing on this whole week...
maybe some badminton, i'll go see what D has been up to as well...
and yea, nothing special this week...
so...i'll end it here today...
if something interesting comes up later...
i'll put it up...

Switchfoot - Gone

Disappointment

its been awhile...
well, i decided to post something today...
because well, because i've nothing better to do...
january seems closer...
but its of no consequence to me anymore...
the trip was canceled...
well, its like this...
the reason why i WAS so excited about jan...
was because on the 24th...
i would be on a plane to London...
staying there for 5 weeks...
sounds fun? hell, it sure is...
but ahh, somethings came up...
and well, i'm not going anymore...
disappointment is something i've been living with...
*sigh*
well, thats about it...
...the holidays have been interesting lately...
i've been doing some work, carrying stuff...
its good...takes my mind off things...
everything seems to be going fine...
i'll end it here...

That's What You Get

High And Dry

its tiring...

damn, badminton training is tiring...

hmm, just finished not a long time ago...

my back hurts!

today was good...

things have been going really well these few days...

and i'm happy and feeling good...

hmm, havent gotten into contact with any school friends lately...

but i dont mind...

everyone is doing their own thing...being with their friends...

taking some time off from they're schoolmates...

funny...i'm not missing a soul at all...

i've been really preoccupied and busy lately...

planning...and working...

its good that i'm doing something...i hate being idle...

well, yea, i've been feeling really UP lately...i feel great

haha, for a few reasons...

miss ginny is one of 'em...she's great...

and my family...

the only people i need...

anyways...tomorrow i'm going to school...

going to arrange some tables for the new class...

i can't wait for the end of the holidays...

then 20 days to my dreams...

*sighs* the days pass by agonizingly slow...

geez, i'm trying so hard to shut up...but i can't...

i'm so excited...after tonight, there is no turning back...

can't wait...

now, lets turn away from my excitement...

you might drown in it...

i've got tons of it...

hmm, i've been spending loads of time in front of the com. and PS...

met some friends today...

had some football...

its been ages since i last kicked a ball...i totally suck at football now...

all that aside...
i can't wait for tomorrow...
because everyday brings me closer to my dreams...
cheerss!!!



everyday brings a new set of challenges...
and also new oppurtunities...
take those oppurtunities...seize the day...