Just Peace And Me

still sick...
my second day...
the fever is worse now...
rested at home today...
slept so much...
but i still can sleep...
not feeling any better still...
i dont know why...
not feeling good at all...
i feel so weak...
i've hardly eaten anything today...
not hungry...
my mouth taste like ashes...
i dont want to eat...
i feel like sh*t
its my fault anyway...
i dont really regret not taking care of myself...
i can be very stupid sometimes...
some of my friends called in the morning...
they woke me up from my sleep...
but i dont mind...
its good to hear from them...
though i've gotta say...
it was kinda annoying...
after i put down the phone and i went back to lie down...
the phone would ring again...
...
haha, those are my friends...
always asking me to get better...
but not letting my get my rest...
you guys are lovely...
i dont think i'll be able to make it to school tomorrow...
the doctor gave me two days leave from school...
and i think i still have to rest...
but we'll see how it goes...
school was good today i heard...
Angell and Miss Chrissy got back...
they've been having a rough time lately...
but they're over it now...
and i think they'll be stronger than before...
other than that i dont know...
my other school friends seem okayy...
its really good to know they're doing fine...
lying down at home by myself was really nice...
i've never been alone for a long time...
i miss it...
i miss being alone...
now i know how good it feels...
it was really peaceful...
just being with myself...
no voices...
no sounds...
no distractions...
no troubles...
just peace...
and me...
i'm done for today...
take care guys...






Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much
Yours truly...