I Can't Save You

okay. i've completed my songlist for Youth Camp. *sigh* i'm too stressed out over it. and OMGOSH! school concert is this saturday. and we're not half ready. it sucks you know. the feeling of uncertainty. Pastor Karmen isn't here. that's the worst part of it. i think she provides the CALM and CONFIDENCE. okay. she just called me. Pastor Karmen just called ._.

she sounds very american? i mean, british. haha. she asked me how we all are doing. how is our preparations for the concert. now i'm even more worried. *sigh* this is crazy.

i hope you reply me quicker. i would really like to visit your brother and yourself. :( i'm really sorry about how things are going. if there was anything i could do, i would...*sigh* i'll continue praying for him. have faith nic! its hard, that much i know...but what else can we do?

._. *sigh* i'm stressed. i can't relax...can't focus. there is so much to do, and so little time.


i've been saving, this last words for one last miracle...
but now i'm not sure...