Why Do I Feel Like...

school days are starting again
well, its been suck-ish so far
i wish i could talk to karlynn about it
she would understand
so much problems, fear, factors that needs to be taken care of
it makes life harder than it should be
but life never is easy
i don't know...i just need a place to vent out my frustration


i'm disappointed.
things have not been going as smoothly as i planned
i mean, its not reaching its peak...
its not being the best...
not perfect
i can't live with that
*sigh*
hmm, we're having a big problem with the guitars also
damn it...
i hate just thinking about it
amos' guitar isn't working at all...with the church amp
my guitar, that's another matter all together
its not matching with the song
*sigh*
i hate that...
i don't know...
can't place a particular feeling to what i'm experiencing
its something new, undefined...
its a mixture of frustration and disappointment



but looking on the bright side of things
i think, or at least to me, my stand-up is progressively getting better
just got some more stuff
i hope everything works out well
hmmm, school has been...
like i said - suck-ish
all geat yee's fault
X.X
however...
some things are going well
i mean, friendship wise
things are going well with everyone
hmmm...why do feel like i like somebody?
its hard to address feelings like that