Perfection

its been a while....
but im glad to be posting again...
im still going through a rough patch...
its been hard...
but i think i'm slowly getting through...
i dont know...my friends have been...away...
or more like those i trust enough to share my problems with...
which is only one person...
but she's been busy...
and i dont know about my other friends...
its hard...
anyways, school has been okayy...
i dont know...
im still slacking...
shit...i hate slacking...i hate imperfections...
and i hate myself when i do something wrong...
but thats the only im going to improve...
perfection is complete...
even the slightest mistake is imperfection which i will never tolerate...